Daydream

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You made me feel
Powerless
With your love

Your love I once
Disgraced
But somehow
I still crave

A crave that no one
Could fulfill but
Your burning touch
Who can make me
Feel

Feelings that I never
Once knew
Until I discovered it
Through you

You are the only one
That made me feel
Powerless
When it comes
To your
Presence

Presence that only
Exists in my daydreams
But never
In reality


Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

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Gone For Good

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We argued 24/7 a day

But no matter how many times

We fight and spit hurtful words

At each other

There is no pain I could compare

The way I felt

When you walked out the door

And never came back


Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

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Too Late

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When I said

“It was your loss not mine”

I lied

I was testing you

If you’ll realise

I am indispensable to you

But, you said

“I’m sure I am not losing anything,

So keep running”

Then

I realised it’s because

I am no one to you.


Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

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A Reminder of You

 

 

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If he comes knocking at her door
She’ll open it widely
To let him in

She’s waiting for the sound of a knock to come through
But it never came and
Will never be

For the longest time
She have waited and
There was nothing
But complete silence
From him

She gazed upon a star
Wondering where he is and
What he is doing this time a night
Since he was gone
She still think of him
Even though she’s
Still devastated from the rubbles
He left her in
His memories are still
Fresh in her mind

Until one day she stumbled
On his name
And there he is
With another girl
Holding her like she’s his air
Tucked closely in his arms
She felt her heart broke
Once again
While staring at the
Photograph of them two
She can’t believe
He forgot her easily and
Fell in love with another
So quickly

God! It still hurts until now
She thought she was over him
No matter how long it has been
She still remembers
Everything and all in between
But there he is
Happily moving on
With another woman in his arms
Just the way he had her
In his arms once

With a trembling hands
Slowly she closed the photo
In front of her
She knows she’ll never had her
Happy ending with him

While remembering everything
A teardrop falls and
She quickly wiped them and
Laughed at herself loudly
She thought she’s being pathetic
He’s happy and
It’s all that matters
She’ll have to try harder
Forgetting him
This time around

Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

Game of Love

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Passing through the night
She tried not to look back
From the alley where
She left her heart
Dying with lost love
From a stranger from afar
The one that scarred her for life
And soiled her soul
Toiled her heart
Until there is nothing left
But fear planted in her mind

She tried not to look back
From the pain he caused her
But his memories
Clouded her mind with indecisions
And regrets she ever made
She always wonder
If he ever been true
Or she’s just one of the women
On his lists to fill his emptiness
Or rather to feed his numbness
When he needed to feel
Something good
An appetite that gives him
Satisfaction when he’s
Feeling alone and
Drifting in ravine on his own

She tried not to look back
For the love she gave away
But sometimes he reminds her
On her dreams that he still exists and
Memories comes back
In full force with
No chance of stopping
She can’t fight but
Take a last glimpse
Of what they used to have
Now lost and confused
She will never find out
The truth
If he ever loved her or she just
Played a part in his
Twisted game

Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

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Turning Pages

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Stop turning the page baby
Don’t walk away from me
Our story is not over yet
We still have another
Chapter waiting for us

Stop turning the page
Just hold onto us a bit longer
Everything will be alright
If you choose to stay
By my side

Stop turning the page
Please, hear what I have to say
Open your arms
Open your mind
Let me in and
Hand me your heart
Once again

Don’t turn the page baby
It’s not too late
To pick up the pieces we’ve
Left behind
Hand me a pen and
I’ll re-write our story
From beginning until
The end

Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

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She let you use her
So she can fill the void of
Emptiness she feels within
You fell in love with her and
So did she
It’s a bittersweet kind of love and
You asked for more
She wanted more
But you’re a forbidden love
That she needed to runaway from

When she starts to slip away
You pull her right back to your arms
There is no escape
But to succumb on your
Sweet embrace

Behind closed doors
She wanted to stay
But she knew she couldn’t
Ask for more
She’s walking on a thin glass
Someday she will pay

She let you use her
It was her choice
Because in reality
She was using you too

Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

 

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Stop Lying

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You said you love me
But you don’t dare show it
You said you missed me
But I don’t hear a word
From you today
You said you want me
But then you run away
So am thinking you just
Love saying it
But you don’t have any
Intentions to stay

Ethel Beckett © 2015.Brisbane

 

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No More Coulda Woulda Shoulda

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You know when your heart
Has given up to beat
For that person
Its beat slows down
You started to breathe
You Inhale and exhale
Without a strain
In your lungs

Your heart stops
Jumping for joy when
You accidentally see him again
It doesn’t skip a beat
Anymore
It becomes
It becomes normal again and
You start grinning at yourself
Because you’re on your way
To healing

When you hear his name
You stopped looking around and
This time your logic wins
You stopped hoping
He’ll be there when you
Turn around
It hurts less now
No more wondering
No more
Coulda woulda shoulda days
To think about

You know when your heart
Stopped suffocating
Stopped dreaming and
Stopped hoping
You let go
You move on
Once and for all

Ethel Beckett © 2014.Brisbane

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